Can’t Wait Wednesday : Cross Her Heart by Sarah Pinborough
31 January 2018
Filed under Book Reviews
Tags: Can't wait Wednesday, Cross Her Heart, Sarah Pinborough, Wishful Endings

“Waiting On Wednesday” is a weekly meme that was originally created by Breaking the Spine. Unfortunately Breaking the Spine are no longer hosting so I’m now linking my posts up to Wishful Endings Can’t Wait Wednesday. Don’t forget to stop over, link up and check out what books everyone else is waiting for. If you want to take part, basically, every Wednesday, we highlight a book that we’re really looking forward to. This week my book is: Cross Her Heart by Sarah Pinborough:
‘Cross my heart and hope to die…’
Promises only last if you trust each other, but what if one of you is hiding something?
A secret no one could ever guess.
Someone is living a lie.
Is it Lisa?
Maybe it’s her daughter, Ava.
Or could it be her best friend, Marilyn?
Due to be published May 2018
You better believe it
30 January 2018
Filed under Book Reviews
Tags: That Artsy Reader Girl, The Broke and the Bookish, Top Ten Tuesday

Top Ten Tuesday
Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly meme where every Tuesday we look at a particular topic for discussion and use various (or more to the point ten) bookish examples to demonstrate that particular topic. Top Ten Tuesday (created and hosted by The Broke and Bookish) is now being hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl and future week’s topics can be found here. This week’s topic is :
Books I Can’t Believe I Read – but I’m glad I did
This list contains books that I maybe wouldn’t pick up for one reason or another – listed for each book:
- Foundation by Issac Asimov – Space Opera. I’m always daunted by the very sound of space opera – it sounds like something that I’m going to struggle to understand. As it is I read the first three books as a readalong and loved them – which undoubtedly all the discussion helped with, but, even so.
- Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep by Philip K Dick – This is a book that I read after seeing the film. I prefer to do it the other way around and read the book first. Usually I never read a book when I’ve seen the film. I just have a mental block.
- The Moon is a Harsh Mistress by Robert A Heinlein- this was a read for Vintage Sci Fi month – so not only sci fi, but vintage! This worked out much better than I ever expected.
- True Grit by Charles Portis – firstly, I never used to read anything that had a wild west vibe – these days, I love anything of that nature so there you go. Also, this falls into the same category as (No.2 above). I’d already seen the film, well, both films actually. As it is, this is an excellent read.
- The Mechanical by Ian Tregillis – the cover. I know it’s fickle but the cover would never have tempted me to look in this direction. It sounds really silly but I would just figure this book was going to be out of my comfort zone. How wrong I was. Plus – the Mechanical, it just doesn’t give me the right vibe. Again, wrong.
- A Midsummer Night’s Dream by Shakespeare – Plays. I’m not into reading play.s It seems to me that plays are meant to be watched. This is the only Shakespeare I’ve read and I did enjoy it – I’m still not totally convinced that I wouldn’t just as soon see the play though.
- Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss- I love this book and this author. The reason why it’s on this list is because I actually found this book in a charity shop and just picked it up on the off chance. This was pre blogging and so I hadn’t heard anything about this on the grapevine or elsewhere so I struck gold with this find. Uncannily enough I found the Gentlemen Bastard series and the Poison Study series in a similar fashion.
- The Bronze Horseman by Paullina Simons- this book was recommended to me by somebody who I worked with – I took it on holiday with me and literally could not put it down.
- Outlander by Diana Gabaldon – the first book in this series was another recommendation, called Cross Stitch I’d never heard of it and I’m going to be honest I probably wouldn’t have picked it up with that title – it’s very misleading.
- ??? I’ve left this one free so you can tell me a book title that you can’t believe you’ve read.
The Feed by Nick Clark Windo

For a debut novel Nick Clark Windo has come up with an impressive and thought provoking story with a post-apocalyptic world that comes scarily close to believable. Set in a possible near future Windo brings to us a world where people are so obsessed with their ‘feeds’ that they’re practically incapable of functioning when everything comes crashing down.
Many of us live our lives pretty much glued to the internet with mobile phones becoming an absolute necessity. You pretty much can’t leave home without your phone, it has maps, the internet, books, twitter, facebook, goodness knows how many apps and even your camera and ability to pay for goods, oh, and I almost forgot – sometimes people try to call or text you. Now take this information and instead of carrying a phone around all day implant a chip directly into the human brain and provide people with a constant stream of information. Your family can message you directly, send emotions and memories, information about anything can be relayed immediately to your brain, the need to study or read has become defunct and even the way you perceive others can be altered. To be honest, it doesn’t read as a huge leap of imagination does it? We’re never really more than a couple of steps away from all sorts of information and this concept just takes one step further in the natural progression of an ever developing world.
Now, imagine all that information coming to a fairly abrupt end. Most of us stamp around like children if our wifi suffers a momentary blip. Just imagine how we’d feel if we lived in a world where information was relayed into our brains the minute we thought of the need – then strip that all away and think about the withdrawal symptoms and trauma. Your brain has become a lazy underused place where memory is rarely exercised and problems solve themselves. How would you know how to survive with all this information taken from within your grasp?
As the story begins we glimpse Tom and Kate, pre collapse, they’ve both disabled their feeds and are experiencing an almost unheard of private conversation. At the same time a series of events, starting with the assassination of the President, are about to change the nature of the world as they both know it.
We then jump forward. Tom and Kate have survived the apocalypse and are holding things together on a small settlement with a few others. Things aren’t easy and starvation is a very real possibility that keeps them constantly in search of resources to help them farm and grow food. It’s a dangerous world. Many have died but the ones who remain can’t always be trusted. On top of that there is the very real possibility of being ‘taken’ whilst asleep. The story then takes a dramatic change when Tom and Kate’s daughter is abducted from the camp and the two set off to find her.
What Windo does remarkably well with The Feed is provide a mystery and a final reveal that are incredibly unexpected. The mystery of the ‘taken’ and the discovery of what caused the collapse make for a compelling hook and keep you reading at quite a breakneck pace – even in spite of a fairly slow start. He also manages to create a tense and fear laden atmosphere, exacerbated by the fact that the characters and the reader never truly know whether or not everyone is really who they say they are.
The world building is well done and I enjoyed the style of writing. I can’t deny that I set off with an almost ambivalent feeling that this would be much the same as other books I’ve read of a simiar nature and so the fact that the author managed to come up with something so unique was a very pleasant surprise indeed. What is familiar is that the world here is one of decay and abandonment. There are some scary critters out there, wild dogs and even wilder humans. There’s also an element of pantomine – not everyone is as scary as they seem. Sometimes scary things are a form of protection or a ‘go away’ signal.
In terms of criticisms. Well, overall this is an impressive debut with some unique ideas. Of course I could spout off similarities to various other books and films but on the whole this book stands proudly on its own two feet. The only thing that I had a little struggle with was the characters. I confess it’s difficult to really like any of them very much. Part of me thinks that this is how I’m supposed to feel. There’s a strong feeling of fear and mistrust running through the book and this spills out into the way everyone behaves. Always looking sideways at each other, questioning each other at every turn. You start to become equally jumpy and it makes it difficult to latch onto anyone that you really want to see pull through. That being said, and even though I’m always banging on about good characterisation being fundamental to my enjoyment of a book I didn’t ever feel the desire to put this down. I needed to know what was going on here and eventually the characters, or one in particularly grew on me. I think this was an intentional but risky way of writing. Also, as mentioned that has a fairly slow start in terms of action, I’d say the first 30% is all about laying down the foundations for a good read. My final niggle relates to the ending – I really liked the ending in one respect but I also struggled with another element (which, I won’t go into for the sake of spoilers).
The conclusion of this story leaves me with many thoughts. A slight feeling of horror that this could ever happen and a determination to not be too reliant on the wonders of technology (she says with laptop on her knee typing away). More than that though I can’t help feeling a sense of awe at the complexity of what Windo has created. It’s difficult to really expand on it too much without giving away spoilers but there are definite areas of misunderstanding between the people in the world that has collapsed and those that helped to bring that collapse about and these prejudices and ignorances have massively helped to destroy and kill. I can’t really say more than that but it’s an impressive and thought provoking peace, particularly if you take the time to think about it carefully. There’s also an element of complete mind-fuckery going on here – sorry to swear but part of the reveal involves something that just does my head in because it’s such a conundrum. That’s all I can say about that though. I know I have lots of teasers in this review and it makes me feel guilty but I genuinely don’t want to spoil the story for potential readers.
Overall I think this was a good read. If you enjoy post apocalyptic stories that contain an element of surprise this could be just what you’re looking for.
I received a copy courtesy of the publisher, through Netgalley, for which my thanks. The above is my own opinion.
Weekly Wrap Up : 28/01/18
Hi everyone. Hope you’ve had a good week. I’ve had a very quick week and I’m wishing that things would slow down somewhat. But, still good with lots of lovely reading. I’m still reading my book club book – Waking Fire by Anthony Ryan. I’ve started the Chrysalids which I should finish shortly and I’ve read a couple of others. I’ve also started the second of my SPFBO finalists – Chaos Trims My Beard – which so far is living up to it’s crazy name and cover.
Books read:
- The Mermaid and Mrs Hancock Imogen Hermes Gowar – I loved this book – such an unexpected surprise.
- The Belles Dhonielle Clayton – this was a very entertaining, colourful confection of a story. I had mixed feelings going in, lots of descriptions of dresses and hair, etc, and yet it kept me pretty much intrigued.
- The Hazel Wood by Imogen Hermes Gowar – I just finished this and I really liked it. Probably not for everyone. A dark tale, a coming of age of sorts, puts me in mind of The Book of Lost Things.
Next Week’s Reads:
- Chaos Trims My Beard by Brett Herman
- The Chrysalids by John Wyndham (Vintage Sci Fi book)
- The Gone World by Tom Sweterlitsch
- Semiosis by Sue Burke
- Paris Adrift by E.J. Swift
Clearly I’m not going to get through all of those but they’re my next planned reads, I’m already 30% into Chaos and also started The Chrysalids so I might start them all and see which one takes my fancy.
Upcoming reviews:
- Starborn by Lucy Hounsom
- Envy of Angels by Matt Wallace
- The War of Undoing by Alex Perry (my first SPFBO book)
- The Feed by Nick Clark Windo
- The Mermaid and Mrs Hancock Imogen Hermes Gowar
- The Belles Dhonielle Clayton
- The Hazel Wood by Imogen Hermes Gowar
I’d love to know what you’re reading this week.




