Faithful by Alice Hoffman

Posted On 7 November 2016

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faithfulFaithful is a powerfully emotional read that follows in the footsteps of a young woman whose life is left in tatters after a car accident.

Shelby didn’t want to go out on the night of the accident but was strong armed into it by her best friend Helene.  They both argued and whilst this didn’t actually have any bearing on the accident it adds to the guilt that Shelby bears.  Basically it’s a cold night and Shelby’s car spins out of control on a patch of black ice.  Shelby is pulled from the car wreck, nobody see’s her rescuer and she believes him to be a guardian angel.  Unfortunately Helene suffers major trauma that leaves her in a coma, her dreams are gone, she was the most beautiful girl in school and everyone still flocks to see her – believing that she’s turned into a worker of miracles.  Meanwhile, Shelby, the survivor, turns almost into a living ghost.  She hates herself for surviving.  She believes everyone else hates her.  She lives in the basement of her parents’ house.  She might not be in a coma but her dreams also come to an end after that awful night.

Faithful is a strange story – it starts off very melancholy indeed.  Here is a life in tatters.  A young woman who despises herself and who is for a time committed to a psychiatric hospital after she attempts to take her own life.  Fortunately the sadness that pervades the first third of the story does eventually begin to lessen and that in fact is the major insight into what this novel is about.  The main thrust of the story is redemption and self forgiveness. This is a different read to some of Hoffman’s other stories.  There is no fantasy or magical realism here.  This is a contemporary novel about one woman’s life and how she eventually allows herself to start living it.  It is a very powerful story that I can’t deny brought me close to tears on a couple of occasions but don’t let that put you off.  There is a story of hope in here it just takes a little while to shine through.

There isn’t really too much more that I can say about the plot to be honest.  There are no hidden agendas here, no miraculous recoveries or waving of magic wands  Watching Shelby as she goes through her different phases can be almost torturous to watch but at the same time compelling.  She eventually moves away from home and although she still hates herself little by little she begins to turn her life around.

In terms of the characters.  Well, I can’t deny that Shelby can be a little difficult to like at times but that’s because she doesn’t want to be liked.  In spite of her prickliness though, over the course of time she manages to find herself a true friend.  She also has a soft spot for the underdog – and in this case I mean that quite literally.  She starts out working in a pet store and from their onwards finds herself rescuing dogs until there’s barely enough room in her tiny apartment!  I think that probably marks a turning point in her own life to some extent.

I loved Shelby’s relationship with her mother Sue and how this changed so much as the story progressed until Shelby finally recognised the unconditional love that her mother had and how she’d always been there for her.

We also have the two ‘love’ interests in Shelby’s life. Ben loves Shelby. In a strange twist the timing for this is unfortunate for Ben because really Shelby isn’t at a time in her life when she’s ready to be loved.  She hasn’t forgiven herself enough for that.  Later in the story, in a series of ‘if onlys’ both Ben and Shelby come to realise more about their own true feelings for each other and the missed opportunities they had.

We also have the character of James.  His own story has certain parallels to Shelby and similarly it has taken him a long time to come to terms with life.

The final star of the piece is Shelby’s only real friend Maravelle and her children.  Maravelle is a lovely character to read and through her friendship Shelby is able to be a part of her family life, watching her three children grow up and come into their own making their own mistakes and experiencing the good and the bad as they grow into adults.

Even though this seems to be a step out of the ordinary for what I usually expect from Hoffman I found this a really good read.  Yes, it will pull on hour heartstrings but it’s a beautifully written piece.  It looks at the impact that one accident can have on so many lives.  And it brings a ray of hope that people can learn to forgive themselves and to live again.

I received a copy of Faithful courtesy of the publisher through Netgalley for which my thanks.  The above is my own opinion.

 

Station Eleven by Emily St John Mandel #RRSciFiMonth

station-11I’ve just finished reading Station Eleven and absolutely loved it. I bought this book such a long time ago and since then have seen plenty of glowing reviews but for some reason I’ve hesitated to pick it up.  I don’t think I really knew what to expect when I started to read and perhaps that was a good thing.  What I did know was that it was a book about the end of civilisation and so I admit I was expecting a rather gloomy and foreboding read.  What I found instead was a book that was actually quite beautiful with a cast of really well drawn characters whose lives touch in meaningful ways as the story unfolds. I was absolutely fascinated by this story and could barely tear myself away from the pages.

At the start of the novel we make the introduction of Arthur Leander, a successful actor currently appearing in a theatre production of King Leah who unfortunately suffers a heart attack and dies on stage. Jeevan Chaudhary is watching the play with his girlfriend and being a newly qualified EMT has recognised the signs and has rushed to Arthur’s aid.  Meanwhile, watching the drama from the wings is a child actress named Kirsten Raymonde.  This scene will remain one of her few memories of the time before the collapse of civilisation.  Basically, the world is about to be devastated by a fast acting mutated flu virus that, much like the plague, will kill so many people that humans almost face extinction.

From here the plot does quite a lot of jumping around, back and forth to the years before the collapse and then jumping to approximately 20 years after and we get to follow the lives of these main characters as their paths intersect or once again come together.  I have to applaud the style used here as really Arthur, having died in the opening stages of the book, should have very little input into the story but instead the way in which the story is told allows him to become the central focus for all the other characters, he’s the sun and they’re all orbiting him in some way.

In the pre collapse years we observe Arthur on his path to fame and fortune, his three failed marriages and ultimately his reflections on his own life just shortly before he passes away. It very much feels like Arthur has been acting out his own life rather than really living it, moving through the motions and casually dropping people along the way. His first wife Miranda is the one who has the biggest impact on him and although the relationship is ultimately doomed the two clearly still share feelings for each other.  Miranda in fact also has an impact on the story.  She’s an unusual character who seems herself to be something of a loner.  Her life’s work has revolved around a graphic novel called Station Eleven that not only gives the book it’s title but has quite an impact on a couple of the key people.  Station Eleven has an almost prophetic feel to it – we don’t really gain an insight into the full plot but we are given certain snippets.  It seems that Miranda, at certain points is inserting parts of her own story into that of her graphic novel but in terms of other elements there is a strange reflective quality for what takes place in later years.  For example, Station Eleven is a small space station, shaped like a planet, that due to damage is ultimately covered with water and little remote islands.  Thinking about the environment after the collapse the towns themselves, whilst not surrounded by water, are themselves like isolated islands.  There is no quick means of travelling from A to B and no way of easily connecting with other people.  No phones, no internet, no planes or cars.

In the later years of the story we follow in the tracks of a theatre company called The Travelling Symphony.  An eclectic bunch of characters who travel from town to town providing entertainment and music to the people they come across.  It’s not an easy life – travelling in between places is dangerous to say the least, food must be hunted for but occasionally the relationships that spring up between the performers makes everything a little more easy to endure.  Kirsten is a member of the company.  Only a child before the collapse she remembers very little of civilisation.  She has a tattoo on her arm that is a quote from Star Trek – even though she has no real memory of the show itself.  She knows that as a child she experienced electricity, lighting at the flick of a switch, travel using planes and cars and yet these things are but distant memories – she knows they were a part of her life before but really she can’t recall them and they have a dreamlike quality in this new era of darkness.

At this point the plot diverges a little when the Travelling Symphony return to a town they previously played at, St. Deborah by the Water, but which seems to have undergone something of a transformation.  It seems that the town is now in the grip of a new gang of characters headed by somebody known as ‘The Prophet’.  Clearly St Deborah is not a safe place to travel through any longer and the travelling thespians leave in something of a hurry.

There were a number of things that I really loved about this book.  First and foremost is the author’s ability to make these characters stand out.  Their stories are so intriguing that I was captivated by them all.  What makes this an even more impressive feat is that this isn’t a doorstopper sized novel and yet the author makes each of these characters compelling to read about.  I literally cared for them and was in places scared for their safety.  Which brings me to the next thing that really impressed me.  Yes, this is a book that could be very dismal to read but it isn’t.  We read about the slow collapse of so many things that we take for granted in our every day lives but rather than turn this into a blood battle with gangs of almost feral packs of people committing unspeakable acts in the name of survival, the book focuses on the people who are surviving and the lives they’re leading.  Undoubtedly, over the years, terrible things have happened, and most of the survivors have the scars that bear witness to such acts but I found this intriguing and hopeful rather than gloomy and dreadful.

I thoroughly enjoyed Station 11 which is borne out by the fact that I devoured the book so quickly and have no hesitation in recommending it.  If you want a compelling story full of heart then definitely give this a try.

This is my first book as part of Sci Fi month 2016.  Details here if you want to come and enjoy the fun.

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Kushiel’s Mercy (Imriel’s Trilogy #3) by Jacqueline Carey readalong week No.5

kushiels-mercyToday is week 5 of our readalong for Kushiel’s Mercy by Jacqueline Carey.  This week  I’m hosting.  Anyway, here’s the Goodreads link and also the schedule is below in case you want to join in.  Beware of spoilers because they’ll be lurking.  Now, over to the Q&A.

We had a number of dramatic chases and escapes this week – what really stood out most for you.

The scene on board the ship!  I was so confident that they’d made their escape. I know, on reflection, that I was being incredibly naive to think they’d made their escape but I really had relaxed into that frame of mind and then boom, they were being chased with a dramatic entrance into the port aboard a flaming ship.  I just didn’t see it coming even though, now I think about it, if they had gotten away it would have been all over and done with much quicker!

Imriel and Sidonie meet with Nicola L’Envers y Aragon who turns into an ally for the two of them arranging for them to gain audience and we once again see Sidonie’s diplomacy skills – how do you think she would compare to Ysandre as a ruler?

I loved that Imriel once again gets to meet Nicola and that he actually has the good grace to apologise to her.  It’s not a big issue in terms of the overall story but I liked it and felt it showed a certain maturity in Imriel that he recognised the way he had previously behaved towards her.  In terms of Sidonie, I’m always very impressed with her cool and calm demeanour.  I liked her reaction to Imriel when he spoke to her about what sort of a ruler she would make – she didn’t seem over anxious to take on the role and I can’t say I blame her.  In terms of how she would compare to Ysandre.  Well, I like to think that she would do things differently but deep down I’m not sure she would – being a ruler is much more than thinking about your own feelings and I think that Sidonie realises this herself.  I’ve not always enjoyed Ysandre’s reactions to things but I think she has a difficult role.

Imriel made a statement this week about once wanting to be a hero but now having changed his mind – and how heroism meant living in terror that you wouldn’t be able to protect those you loved – what do you make of his thinking?

I can’t really blame him for thinking this way given all that he’s gone through.   If I’d been through even a quarter of the adventures he’s already experienced I’d probably go into hiding.  As it is, well, I think he’s got things a little turned on their head.  I think that when you love someone you would always worry about being able to protect them – having children is a perfect example of that, but, the fact that you do love makes you act in unselfish ways – therefore being in love would be more likely to make you rush out and protect someone and therefore be heroic.  Being a hero doesn’t seem to me like something you can just set out to do or be.

Euskerri.  The plan is to sway the Euskerri (by offering them sovereignty) to side with Aragonia.   Do you think the Euskerri are wise to accept or not?

It’s an odd situation.  The Euskerri are sat in the middle of this dilemma and can chance the fate of both sides.  They could side with either party.  As it is they seem to be siding with the underdogs really but I can’t say I blame them.  There seems to be less treachery in that route and more likelihood that that will actually be treated honourably with in the end.

Finally, it seems like both Imriel and Sidonie will return to the battlefront – what do you think of the agreement reached? What do you predict going forward?

I can’t say that I liked the deal that was struck – in fact I found it incredibly aggravating.  But, in the cold light of day I really can’t say I blame the Euskerri for their decision.  After all, Imriel and Sidonie did lead an enemy right to their doorstep – and then what, oh, ‘we’ll just carry on going in that direction while you take all the heat’.  No.  When it all boils down I really don’t blame the Euskerri.  Apart from anything else they don’t really know that Sidonie and Imriel are telling the truth.  I admit that it’s annoying – to be so near, and yet so far, from their objectives – and I don’t agree with taking Sidonie back, the Euskerri wouldn’t endanger their own women so I think that’s just wrong.  I think that they should just have made Imriel part of the deal to show faith.

In terms of going forward , well there’s clearly going to be a horrible confrontation.  Sidonie is, after all, a married woman, perhaps the only way that’s going  to alter is if her husband dies??  I don’t know how else this can really end in a good way for Imriel and Sidonie.

The Schedule:
Oct.  9th Week 1: Chpts. 1-10 (Hosted by Dab of Darkness)
Oct. 16th Week 2: Chpts. 11-22 (Hosted by Tethyan Books)
Oct. 23rd Week 3: Chpts. 23-35 (Hosted by Emma Wolf)
Oct. 30th Week 4: Chpts. 36-49 (Hosted by Emma Wolf)
Nov. 6th Week 5: Chpts. 50-62 (Hosted by Lynn’s Book Blog)
Nov. 13th Week 6: Chpts. 63-75 (Hosted by Tethyan Books)
Nov. 20th Week 7: Chpts. 76-END (Hosted by Over the Effing Rainbow)

This is My Genre

Today I’m taking part in the ‘This is My Genre’ book tag created by Drew over at The TattooedBookGeek.  Thanks Drew for the tag 😀

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The Rules:

  • Credit his bad self Drew @ TheTattooedBookGeek as the creator of the tag, either use the created tag name graphic or create your own and link back to Drew’s blog.
  • Answer the questions.
  • Tag as many people as you want.
  • Simples

To the Q&A:

 1). What’s your favourite genre?

ffftagFantasy – and everything it encompasses really ranging from good old swords and sorcery through to magical realism.

2). Who’s your favourite author from the genre?

Surprisingly this is a question where the answer is an ‘ever evolving’ thing.  If you asked me this just 3 or 4 years ago my answer would be undoubtedly different.  My most immediate answer to this question over recent years would have been either Patrick Rothfuss or Scott Lynch because I love the work by these two authors.  Neil Gaiman is also a favourite author of mine.  But, I’d say that my favourite author at the moment is Mark Lawrence.  His books have been consistently among my top ten reads for the last five years which really speaks for itself.  I love his writing style and I think his books are so damn clever.  He’s like Daz – I will explain!  For those from different countries – Daz is a washing powder for your clothes – every year (according to the tv commercials) Daz comes out with a newer and better powder – even though last year’s was the ‘best ever’.  This is ML in a nutshell.  Every time I read one of his books I think ‘this is his best yet’ and I wax lyrical about how he’s an author at the top of his game, blah blah blah – and yet then I read his next book and it blows everything else out of the water (see what I did there!!)  I admit I’ve put him up there on a pedestal and every time I read his newest work I almost have a sense of fear going on – how on earth can his books keep getting better and better.  The answer – I have no idea but they just do!

And, coming soon:

Red Sister (The Red Sister Trilogy #1)  – could this be the absolute best of the best of the best!!???

Just to cheat, I would also include Sarah Pinborough (because you have to have the women represented too!)  I love her work and how she defies any kind of pigeon holing!  I’ve not read everything she’s ever written but I’m working on it and I’ve yet to find something I dislike!

3). What is it about the genre that keeps pulling you back?

I love reading because I get to travel as I read through the pages of a book – I love fantasy because that travel takes me to places that don’t exist!  On top of that, yes, fantasy seems to have a bit of everything – if you love historical books, crime, mystery, horror – it’s all included within fantasy.  Time travel, life on Mars, dragons, wizards, angels and demons, gas light, steampunk – reading fantasy just, for me has everything.  I still read from other genres, but fantasy has been a long time love starting in my younger years and continuing to date.  It always pulls me back.

4). What’s the book that started your love for your favourite genre?

Well, I guess I would have to start really early by saying fairytales – everyone must surely love fairytales and it’s the common ‘go to’ book for bedtime stories.  Yes, I was heavily influenced by those bedtime reads and to date I love retellings.  My favourite is Beauty and the Beast – no doubts.  The first fantasy books that I picked up independently were probably around the age of 8 or 9 – The Wizard of Oz and the Borrowers – and I credit both of those to my teacher at the time who I just really liked and was a person who greatly encouraged reading in all her pupils.  But – I suppose the book that really sealed the deal was The Lord of the Rings by JRR Tolkien.

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One book to rule them all!

5). If you had to recommend at least one book from your favourite genre to a non-reader/someone looking to start reading that genre, what book would you choose and why?

This is such a toughie, there are such a lot of things to consider and I would hate to choose a book that was wrong for that particular person and perhaps sour for them the whole fantasy read experience!

I think I would go for The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman.  I loved this book in fact I was captivated.  Gaiman can write some very dark material but he can also write some beautifully whimsical stories and this is one such.  Plus- opening lines and quotes:

‘There was a hand in the darkness and it held a knife…’

6). Why do you read?

I’ve always read – it’s just my thing.  I like to use my imagination which is why I prefer to read a book before seeing adaptations – I want to make up the characters in my own mind’s eye, visualise the places and be thrilled by the plot.  Books are just something I can enjoy whenever I want to – on the bus, during my lunch break, before sleeping – I’m pretty much always reading and I always have a book with me – (kindle has definitely helped in that respect).  With a book – basically I never feel alone – that probably sounds odd but there it is!

Now, who to tag!!

Well, firstly – everyone – please join in!  Curious minds need to know your answers and if you enjoy a different type of read it would be great to see your answers.

And – (and yes, I know everyone is very busy so if you can’t take part no worries):

  1. Susan at Dab of Darkness – I always tag Susan because I love her answers!
  2. Agnes who blogs at Mitriel Faywood and That Thorn Guy
  3. Zezee at zezee with books
  4. Tammy at Books Bones and Buffy
  5. Rinn at Rinn Reads
  6. Andrea – at Little Red Reviewer
  7. Mark Lawrence  – because you never know – he might be super keen to share his answers too but nobody probably ever thinks to tag him! (or not – plus, no harm in trying…)

 

#SPFBO Final Round

Posted On 5 November 2016

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November is upon us and so is the second stage of the SPFBO, – the Self Published Fantasy Blog off organised by Mark Lawrence.  All the details can be found here.

There can be only one and we are now down to the final 10 books and what a gorgeous looking bunch of books!

I’ve listed the final entries below and linked the titles to the Goodreads synopsis.  At this stage of the competition each blogger will read and score all the other nine books put forward within a six month timeframe.  Here are the final books:

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Fionn: Defence of Ráth Bládhma (The Fionn mac Cumhaill Series #1) by  Brian O’Sullivan 

Larcout (Fire Born, Blood Blessed Book 1), by K.A. Krantz

Paternus by Dyrk Ashton

The Moonlight War by S.K.S. Perry 

Outpost by F T McKinstry  my review here

The Music Box Girl, by K.A. Stewart 

The Path of Flames (Chronicles of the Black Gate #1)

The Grey Bastards by Jonathan French

Assassin’s Charge (Echoes of Imara) by Claire Frank

The Shadow Soul (A Dance of Dragons #1).by Kaitlyn Davis 

 

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